Entry 7: Tension By: JJ

 

March 23, 2012 

I don’t know what came over me. Maybe it’s because I haven’t been getting any D since the summer, even longer than that if we talking about good sex and this sexual tension is no joke. However, when I saw Derrick that was it for me. Just think about that 6’1 sexy light chocolate skin and light blue eyes man. Damn! That man had me tripping any day of the week. I mean I see him around campus mainly between classes. Usually, he sits down in the smoke box just to hang with some of his friends. 

    Sometimes when I have time, I stop by and say hello while sitting on his lap. I know it sounds weird. So, one day I was hanging out with him and his friend, but there was nowhere to sit; he offered for me to sit on his lap, which I kindly accepted, and after that it just became a normal thing for us. Per usual, He’ll ask me about classes, which leads to us having small talk until either one of us has to leave. Derrick was sweet and funny, hell he was  the whole package. However, there were two reasons why I haven’t jumped his bones. One, He swore off girls this semester given that some girl was dragging him in a bunch of crazy drama, which he tried to put behind him; Respectfully, I honored his decision because we were in the same boat. Second, I don’t want to mess up our friendship with emotionless sex. Nevertheless, if he ever offers I wouldn’t hesitate to say yes, yet I would rather have his friendship than his dick…therefore, I'll keep telling myself that. That's proof I've grown since last year. 

A group (Zori Rain, Brooklyn, Liam, Travis, Lottie, James and me) of us went over to Derrick’s apartment just to chill on a friday night. As we were chilling on the back pouch with red cups of liquor in our hands, slowly everyone started to leave. First, it was Travis and James because they had to be at practice in the morning. After them, Brooklyn and Lottie head out to meet up with someone. Last to leave were Liam and Zori. However, Zori was hesitant because she was my ride, but Derrick offered to give me a ride since I offered to help clean up. Zori told me to text her when I got home after giving a “Don't do anything I would do” look. I smirked and said okay and she left.

So it was just the two of us alone in his house. My legs were shaking, granted I was wearing a short red polka dot skirt and a white halter top with some tan and white strap wedges. Derrick glanced over to me shaking his head and started to chuckle.

 “Are you gonna be okay?” He asked me while grabbing cups from the table and putting them in the trash. 

“Yeah. If I knew it was gonna be chilly I would've worn something different.” We both chuckled and he told me that I can go inside to warm up with his blanket, which was on the couch as he finished cleaning up the patio. There wasn’t that much left to do if anything, I stepped inside his one bedroom apartment and saw his plaid blue, black and white blanket on his couch. I grabbed it and wrapped it around my body and started to look around his apartment. I only came here once before but never noticed how neat and beautiful his place appeared; from the fancy bookshelf to the glass coffee table, I was in awe.  

I felt his arm wrapped around me from behind and his head on my shoulder. “Are you warm enough?” He asked me when he rubbed his hands up and down my arms trying to warm me up.

 “Yeah, thank you.” I said resting my head on his chest as he continued to hold me from behind and all of a sudden we began to sway. The next thing I know Derrick started kissing my neck. My whole body started to quiver as he kissed my neck and my body began to react on its own without me thinking. I turned around dropping the blanket and full on making out with him. As he started to caress my body and a little moan came out of my mouth. Biting my bottom lip while his lips move from my lips to my neck. He picked me up grabbing  my ass carrying me towards his bedroom as we were making out laying me on his king size bed.  

He took off his jacket as I unbuckled his belt with one hand and lifted up his shirt with the other while kissing his abs until he took off his shirt completely. Pushing me down on the bed lifting up my skirt and pulling off my panties with his mouth as he tastes my sweetness makes me moan. I untie my shirt from behind my neck showing my bare chest as he comes up kissing my titties while he fingers play with my sweet spot making me moan even louder. “Don’t stop,” I said, moaning, grabbing his face and kissing his lip. I can’t believe this is actually happening. I thought to myself letting him take charge and have his way. Once he had me cum with his fingers he licked his finger tasting my goodness. Kissing my neck working his way down to my sweet spot and my whole body quivers again. 

My breath became heavy and I began to grab the covers behind me closing my eyes from the pleasure. BEEP BEEP BEEP. What was that? I thought to myself. BEEP BEEP BEEP. The noise gets louder. BEEP BEEP BEEP.  The room is shaking and my mind is confused about what's going on. BEEP BEEP BEEP. Derrick looks at me and mumbles “JJ wake up”. “What?” I was confused about what was happening and he said but his voice was more feminine “JJ Wake up”. My eyes open and my roommate is above my bed shaking me. “JJ Wake up your alarm keeps going off” I wake up turning off my alarm on my phone . Still waking up, I slowly sat up trying to gather myself. I looked at my phone to see the time. Okay I have just enough time to take a quick shower and see my favorite guy friend before I have to go meet up with the girls. It wasn’t my first dream of him, and I'm pretty sure that wasn’t gonna be my last until I finally get some. I knew that our friendship would be just that, but it doesn’t mean that I can dream about it.